And what comes to as your determination at all cost (you) actually ((0,3s)) succeed. I mean is that the sort of a message that you hope it comes accross to ((0,4s)) to kiss because (with all the) kissing that people just become famous over night, (aren't) they? And when ((unv.)) comes to in the book, too. Is is the the deep affection love that that you two have for eachother in the way that you you are very ((0,4s)) family(sentive). ((0,5s)) But when you first met him when you first met the two yes the two of you I mean was it like ((0,4s)) bow wham ((0,5s)) smack? I mean did you think good god this this the guy this is the girl I'm gonna get married to and I live the rest of my life with? ((0,4s)) David? Did you? ((laughing)) Was it really like that? And ((unv.)) disappointed when you got to gether. ((unv.)) you, Victoria? Wh/ ((unv.)) what's been the lowest, that's the nice part of to the marriage, what's been the lowest part of the of the marriage? There is there is a piece in the book which is quite quite moving actually. ((0,5s)) And it's it's about when the the media accused David of having an affair. ((0,6s)) Tell us about that. Hm. It wasn't true, the story? But nonetheless, it was it was in the papers it was printed and it affected your relationship. You whacked him? Three times? Yeah? Hurt you? Yeah. In fact, hurt so much that that's you you you were very depressed, weren't you? You… ((0,6s)) Well, how depressed were you, what did you ((unv.)) You were looking out the window and thinking … ((0,8s)) (to jump)? ((laughing)) ((laughing)) It's suprising really it's it's it's it's ve/ very interesting v/ parts of the book. I hope you got time to finish this book, you know, before (to) … ((laughing)) Eh eh eh … ((laughing)) ((0,4s)) Yeah, I think that people don't realise that ((0,4s)) it's all about hard work. I mean I worked hard when ((0,4s)) when I was at school. I've always had it in my personality to want to ((0,4s)) succeed. You know, even when it was, you know, I wanna do my homework right. Ehm ((0,6s)) but yeah I mean I'm one of these people, you know, when someone kicks me, you know, I try hard to get up again. ((0,4s)) Because I know what I wanna do I love what I do at the end of the day. I know that I'm putting myself up for critisizm. I am very much aware of that. But I love what I do. Yeah. ((laughing)) ((laughing)) Yeah. ((1,2s)) ((laughing)) No, I mean I knew as soon as I met him. I mean ((0,4s)) the/ one of the most attractive things I found with David is that ((0,3s)) he shared the same sort of family values as me. ((0,3s))You know he was sitting there with his family and and I really liked that. And he is a very kind ((0,5s)) person. And we we are really good friends, on top of everything. That was probably one of the most difficult things to actually write in the book. Obviously, it's lovely writing all the nice things that've happened but that was very difficult I mean it was really a (dramatic) time for ((0,4s)) for both of us. ((0,3s)) Ehm you know I was pregnant at the time. And I think that a few girls wanted to launch a modelling career so they decided to drag ((0,5s)) David's name into that. And ((0,4s)) you know I think that you took it too cool, didn't you? Eh a ((unv.)) But it was really… It did for a while. I mean as much as you can trust someone and someone can say honestly I haven't done this I don't know this person as much as you want to believe that person ((0,3s)) (they still do) put that element to doubt in your mind. You know, and people can say what they want about me. ((0,4s)) Ehm but David is the one person and Brooklyn ((0,5s)) that is mine. You know people can't touch. (They won't) touch. ((laughing)) And so when somebody tries to ((0,5s)) to cause problem whithin that area I mean that's ((0,7s)) how it gets me. ((0,9s)) T/ m/ right, I have whacked him. ((laughing)) ((laughing)) Actually, I took that out the book but … ((laughing)) That eh yeah. ((laughing)) I did put it in there. ((laughing)) ((laughing)) I felt that yeah. Definitely. You did I hope, didn't you? ((laughing)) Yeah. ((unv. )) I was I was It was definitely. As soon as I (saw her). You know, I didn't even have to meet her I see her on the telly and I just wanted to meet her. You know, I just (wanted her). ((0,9s)) So it was just a case of getting together then. Definitely not. What? Disappointed? Hm. ((nodding)) No. Three times. Three times. Yeah. ((0,5s)) Yeah, of course, but I was hurt (in) anyway . Yeah. Ehm well we ran away for the weekend after that. And eh obviously the worst thing for me was seeing Victoria hurt (in) so much. ((0,5s)) That hurt me more than anything. ((0,6s)) You know and trying to prove my innocence to someone that's ((0,7s)) hearing it from everyone else that I'm ((0,5s)) up to something ((0,7s)) and then trying to prove that is hard. You know, and trying to prove your innocence when you know it for well that there's nothing that's going on. ((0,6s)) And that was the hardest thing. And then you know we tried to get away for a few days just to/ ((0,3s)) so that we be together and be away from everything and eh ((0,4s)) and so off, it it was good but it was bad because we was away and we was on our own and there was times where ((0,4s)) I was on my own in the room and it was very depressing and then ((0,3s)) and eh ((0,4s)) it was it wa/ was very hard. Eh w/ w/ we was on the edge of eh ((unv.)). So it was eh very tempted but eh Did you? She got to that part yeah in the book. I know I know well… ((laughing)) Yeah. ((laughing)) ((laughter)) ((laughter)) ((laughter)) ((laughter)) ((laughter))